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Post by omgitsteesh on Dec 21, 2010 15:33:12 GMT 10
  
With Amelia's mind working a hundred and one miles per hour, she figured out that it was because he wasnt angry, but hurt. Hurt that she had betrayed him like that. Before when it had happened, she couldn't think about that.
Amelia lied down on the excuse of a bed, her head ontop of her arm as she laid in the fetal position. All she could do was just lay there. It had been a few days. She had lost count of how many. She hadnt gone out hunting, or talking, or even pranking! Something was the matter, obviously.
Her aunty had realized something was working, and had realized it the moment Amelia had come back from seeing Brian, and when she hadn't seen him around. The bestfriends were always joined at the hips. So the moment you didnt see them together for longer than twenty four hours, something was wrong.
Amelia continued to think. He was hurt. He wasnt angry. He was just hurt. If it was something small and stupid, he'd be angry right? Any wolf would be? But you know him better than that...You're not sure what you want, are you? You're afraid right? Just like he is. You're afraid of losing him. With him, its like he needs you close, to make sure you dont leave. But with you, the closer youb ring him, the furhter you feel from him
Amelia closed her eyes again, seeing the image of what she had done to him. The scratchmarks down his face that had caused blood to trickle down his handsome features, the silent tears in his beautiful eyes, the way his lips were still except for when they were talking...
Still, she was afraid to love.
With that in mind, she stood up, her joints stiff. It took them a while to work, a while to warm up to the movement. She had slept that way, laid that way, dreamt that way...and that was about it. She didnt get up. At all. Except one or two times, before laying straight back down the moment she could.
She kept her head down, her brown hair as messy as ever before, still up in the ponytail as she walked through, finally getting to the hut that belonged to the family of Brian.
With a deep breath, she spoke. Even that was worn out from lack of use. "Brian? Brian?"
WORDS : FOUR HUNDRED WORDS EXACTLY <3
STATUS : FINISHED
NOTES : ITS NOT TOO BAD, I GUESS
LYRICS USED : USE SOMEBODY - KINGS OF LEON
LISTENING TO : HAPPY DAYS XD
BANNER CREDIT : GOOGLE IMAGES
TAGGED : BRIAN RIVER |
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Post by brian on Dec 21, 2010 15:47:42 GMT 10
 
It had taken a lot for Brian to go home that night. He could have just ran away and started a new life. It would be a new life if simpleness as a wolf. He'd hunt when he was hungry, drink when he was thirsty, sleep when he was tired. But, he was held back. He wanted to go and start anew. He couldn't see any reason not to, which hurt his emotional state even more. He'd lost his mom, his sister, his dad, and now not only his best friend, but he had lost the love of his life.
He thought about how special Amelia was to her as he layed half awake and half asleep, his body not doing anything since the three days she'd slapped him. When he needed light, she brought him sunshine. When he needed a friend, she brought him companionship. And when he needed a joke, she brought him a hilarious story of a prank she'd done long ago. He felt like she was his second half because of what she'd done and what she was willing to do for him.
"Why can't I just be normal?" he'd said the first night before crying himself to sleep. He woke up in the morning, and mourned for his lost friend. He didn't eat or drink, his mouth quickly getting dry. He didn't bathe or go outside. By the second night, his skin had reverted to its white pastiness that his nerd self came with. He was sick, and barely opened his eyes because the salt from the tears burned so much. Than the third night came, and he had given up fighting, just laying there in his bed, sad as he could be.
"Brian? Brian?" he heard from outside the tent, the voice of his Amelia. It brought his spirits and hope up for a few seconds, than smashed them down again. He knew she probably came to yell at him more or call the whole friendship off.
He moved for the first time in 3 days, backing away from the door hoping she wouldn't see him like he was, sick and abondoned for the first time in his life. He crouched in the corner, a few tears escaping as fear took over his eyes. Fear for losing his love.
[/sub] [/center] STARRING: Amelia and Brian River WORDS: 381 STATUS: Finished NOTES: Aww, sob story |
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Post by omgitsteesh on Dec 21, 2010 16:18:08 GMT 10
Amelia knew that he was there, she had seen his shadow under the crack of the door. So with that in mind, she just opened it up and stepped inside. She looked at him, saw how ill he looked. And she had thought she had been sick. As she looked at him, she shook slightly, feeling horrible. Finally she moved over to him and sat in front of him in the corner.
"Look....Im sorry how I acted. I was caught off guard, and Im afraid...You know how you were afraid to lose me? And thats what pushed you to kiss me?" she asked, deciding to get straight to the point. "I...Im the opposite. I didnt want you to kiss me because im scared...and Im not ready. I may be fifteen...but this is scary for me" she said and bit her lip, placing her hand on his knee gently. "I dont want to have to explain this, but Im not...I dont like you that way. At least not yet..." she said and bit her lip, finally looking up at him.
"I just came here to apologize, came here to say I want you to keep trying, even if you think this is just a game. It isnt. I promise you it isnt. Its just me. Being me." she said and looked at him and bit the inside of her cheek.
WORDS : TWO HUNDRED AND SOMETHING <3
STATUS : FINISHED
NOTES : AND BACK TO SUCKING
LYRICS USED : USE SOMEBODY - KINGS OF LEON
LISTENING TO : HAPPY DAYS XD
BANNER CREDIT : GOOGLE IMAGES
TAGGED : BRIAN RIVER |
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Post by brian on Dec 21, 2010 16:28:26 GMT 10
He let her finish. She talked about her feelings towards him that brought him down a little but also how she needed him still and wouldn't give up on him that easily. This helped a lot.
In one swift movement he brought his arms around her and hugged her. The gentle touch was there, but he still held her very close to his body. He smelled like old sweat, wet fut, and vomit from his lack of fluid intakes. But he forget about it as he felt whole again with Amelia by his side.
He whispered into her ear. "I wasn't scared I'd lose you. I was scared I'd lose you without telling you that I love you." He said before realizing it. "Of course, love being in the "id do anything for you". Which he would.
[/sub] [/center] STARRING: Amelia and Brian River WORDS: 138 Words STATUS: Finished NOTES: None |
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Post by omgitsteesh on Dec 21, 2010 16:40:07 GMT 10
She bit her lip as he threw her arms around her. She ignored the smell. As a wolf, you had to learn how to...and also, she was some one who didnt mind getting dirty, so of course she wouldn't really care. It was good for the both of them, infact.
She finally spoke, "And i'd do anything for you. I hope you know that. I would...I just, dont want to hurt you. Not like this again..." she said, before she thought of something else, picking up on the scent, the smell of him. Because of this, she said something.
"But promise me one thing?" she asked, raising an eyebrow. This time, she didnt wait for an answer. "Dont let yourself get like this. What if we have another fight? We're both teenagers. Its bound to happen" she said, just looking at him before shrugging.
WORDS : ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY FOUR <3
STATUS : FINISHED
NOTES : AND BACK TO SUCKING
LYRICS USED : USE SOMEBODY - KINGS OF LEON
LISTENING TO : HAPPY DAYS XD
BANNER CREDIT : GOOGLE IMAGES
TAGGED : BRIAN RIVER |
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Post by brian on Dec 21, 2010 16:50:35 GMT 10
He nodded against her shoulder. If she asked it, he'd obey it like a lost puppy dog. "I promise I'll take care of myself from now on," he told her. And he meant it from the bottom of his heart.
He seperated slowly from her, blinking a few times and taking in his surroundings. His vent was as familiar as ever, but it felt different somehow. He was seeing things through new eyes.
He was also smelling new things. "Eww, what is that smell?" he said before his eyes widened. "Ew, its me," he said and dry heaved a little bit. "Well, maybe we could go swimming and have some fun while I clean up. True wolves like the wolf times. What doy you think?" he asked, wagging his invisible tail.
[/sub] [/center] STARRING: Amelia and Brian River WORDS: 131 STATUS: Finished NOTES: ARRRRGH!! ANOTHER SMALL REPLY!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!! |
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Post by omgitsteesh on Dec 21, 2010 17:08:48 GMT 10
Amelia smiled as he promised her that he would take care of himself. She knew he would, and she would do almost anything for him, except force herself into this relationship. He would just be hurt. Of that, she was completely sure. "Im glad, and I know you will" she said and smiled.
Even though he had just kissed her with out telling her what he was going to do, she knew that he was trust worthy. Infact, she didnt trust anyone more than she trusted him. He was her bestfriend, and soon her lover she was sure. Just not now.
Amelia laughed as he figured out what that smell was. She kissed his cheek before standing up. "I think a swim is just what we need" she said and grinned. She looked at him and bit her lip, lookign down at his hand. Usually she used to take his hand. This time, she didnt. To her, she felt awkward.
WORDS : ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY <3
STATUS : FINISHED
NOTES : AND BACK TO SUCKING
LYRICS USED : USE SOMEBODY - KINGS OF LEON
LISTENING TO : HAPPY DAYS XD
BANNER CREDIT : GOOGLE IMAGES
TAGGED : BRIAN RIVER |
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