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Post by neil on Jul 6, 2010 7:58:59 GMT 10
Neil blinked as he watched the girl lay down and then get up again asking a question. After a moment he closed his eyes and then opened them again. "I try to always be this serious," he answered back. "Being a protettore is serious business, and there are a lot of things that require me to be serious. I remain serious all the time to fill both grounds."
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Post by yume on Jul 7, 2010 12:41:53 GMT 10
"But being serious all the time is not good for your health, know that?"Yume asked giving him a wide-eyed stare. "It had something to do with the immunesystem...I...think....hm....."she muttered and then lapsed into silence.
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Post by neil on Jul 12, 2010 9:42:31 GMT 10
Neil shook his head a bit as his right hand fumbled on the wheel of his wheel chair more out of a force of habit rather than anything else. He couldn't even begin to explain it.. why he was so serious... why his family was in such a tight was as it was... why one of his own family members was a hunter of all things.. and not just a regular hunter... a Sector 12 hunter. Neil felt his head shake a bit as if defeated for words as to explain what he was trying to convey. The entire family are Protettore... and then... and then she... she just... The sudden image of Rukia attacking him flooded Neil's mind again, and all he could do was find himself sitting in the wheelchair and twisting his fingers around the forlimbs of the chair in agitation. He suddenly wanted to yell at someone... to yell at them for all the things that had happened to him, yet he was powerless in this regard. He couldn't say it... He couldn't say right out then and there how much he hated his own life right then and there... so he remained silent... silence was the only thing that could keep his soul from exploding at that very minute.
Finally, Neil allowed himself to breathe out and resume the talk with the girl, Yume, who appeared to not have a care in the world. Or if she had one maybe it was something mineshaft at best. Shaking his head again, he sighed outwards. "But it is the only thing that I can do always," he answered back. "Being serious is... what makes me me..." he finally said finding the words defeating him for purpose.
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Post by yume on Jul 12, 2010 9:46:59 GMT 10
"Nya!"she answered loudly. "You don't have to tell me. It would be odd to explain that sort of thing to a nearly-crazy-total.stranger,"she said with emphasis. She was actually trying to use inverse psychology, sometheing she'd learned from her father.
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Post by neil on Jul 12, 2010 10:29:12 GMT 10
Neil blinked in confusion. Turning his head to one side and staring at the girl, he wondered how she could be in the protettore... it was as though she weren't serious at all. Sighing to himself, he said nothing and simply shook his head a bit. "I... don't think you understand," he answered back shaking his head even more.
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Post by yume on Jul 13, 2010 0:04:08 GMT 10
Yume gave him a glare. For one second she didn't look like a five-year old in a sixteen-year old body. Damn prejudice... she thought. "Really? Why d'you say that?"she asked dryly.
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Post by neil on Jul 13, 2010 1:53:52 GMT 10
Neil sighed back unsure of how to explain what he was trying to say. "There is just too much to be serious about to not be serious..." he answered back unsure if his words made any sense what so ever. "I can't be allowed to have a non serious moment... someone could end up hurt that way or worse...." he shook his head again unsure of what to say.
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Post by yume on Jul 13, 2010 5:29:32 GMT 10
Yume considered it for a moment. "I get it...well, I think I do..."she answered uneasily. Of course, seen that way, it couldn't be such a bad thing...right?...Right? "I guess it's reasonable,"she said shrugging. She looked down at her feet and snak into silence once again.
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Post by neil on Jul 15, 2010 8:06:38 GMT 10
Neil let a sigh out somewhat glad he was now getting through. After a minute, he found himself looking down a fraction. "Sorry..." he said not entirely sure what he was saying sorry for or if it even made sense to say sorry for anything in particular for that matter.
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Post by yume on Jul 15, 2010 11:12:42 GMT 10
Yume lapsed out of her silence and gave him a curious look. "Um...why do you say sorry? You did nothing..."she said, confused, but decided to let it go. "Nevermind..."she said quietly. A few seconds ago, she was acting like a spaz and now...that wasn't normal...
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Post by neil on Jul 17, 2010 10:57:24 GMT 10
Watching the girl seem to grow back to her previous spazzy nature, Neil forced a laugh out of himself more or less trying to appease what had just over taken him as nostalgia of a peaceful time. Sighing outwards, Neil shook his head a fraction and looked back. "Are you hungry?" he asked after another minute. "I'm going to head to lunch soon."
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Post by yume on Jul 18, 2010 12:56:56 GMT 10
"Um..."she answered. She hadn't really had breakfast, but she wasn't hungry yet. What she did want was to get some decent rest. "I guess not...or maybe yes...or....wait, what was the question again???"she asked at randeom, making herself confused.
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